| ....And silently within |
[Nov. 24th, 2007|02:10 pm] |
Wow... so school is crazy amazing. I love it! First sem is almost over.. just weeks to go. 6 more projects to hand in!! Next semester will be interesting but so much fun. We get to do labs, which will be awesome. As for the future with this, I'm not sure where it will take me. Military is a huge opening for me right now; but not so sure thats where I'll end up. Who knows... its gonna be a fun adventure from here on!!
R.I.P.
I'm loving the cold, and of course the snow we got! Winter is the best.
I miss you.
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| Sick of it all! |
[Oct. 3rd, 2006|09:25 pm] |
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I'm sick of all the drama and bullshit around here. It's time to get out of this town. All the chicks around here are fake.. School is kind of the shits right now too. Anyone want to take a trip out of this world with me? |
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[Sep. 18th, 2006|09:47 pm] |
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School is okay i guess. Too much bullshit...but whatever i just try to ignore it and move on. I keep stressing over what University i want to go to and what i want to take...I want to work with children but i dont know if i want to teach or help them out in some other way...i dont know.. its driving me insane. Good news Eva won Canadian Idol, which is awesome!! I feel alone..like I'm missing apart or something. Back to homework i go... |
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| Alone |
[Sep. 17th, 2006|01:17 am] |
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I am so lonely... I need a girl but it's just not happening. |
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[Apr. 4th, 2006|08:11 pm] |
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Everything is bullshit.. Things are hell! Everyday is hell! I hate being the way I am and who I am! I only wish everything would get better but it seems as if it's going to get worse.. fuckkkkk |
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[Mar. 27th, 2006|04:18 pm] |
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Today...was totally the worst day of this semester.. I totally broke down in school...Fuck! I'm such a failure..loser whatever you want to call me. I don't know what to do anymore.. My friend also saw my scars/burns/cuts... for the first time.. something more i need to explain... ugh.. I don't think I will have any tears left by the time this day is over.
So totally confused!!!!! |
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[Mar. 23rd, 2006|04:24 pm] |
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Fuck "life"!!!! Sick Of Everything! |
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[Mar. 21st, 2006|06:28 pm] |
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So I got home last night. The flight home was way worse than on the way there. So sick... I was still sick last night when I got home but whatever. I am still burnt.. my shoulders hurt like a bitch still. Florida was awesome though!! Going back to school was hard for sure too. I miss not seeing my little brother already but I will get to this weekend. I have a lot of babysitting to do to get back the money I spent. I should just get a job but I can't while I am in school.. oh well..
Still Confused!!
Sometimes life Sucks Ass! |
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[Mar. 16th, 2006|10:34 pm] |
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It's so freaking hot here!! I totally like the cold more. I am burnt for the first time ever in my life...and to make it worse its a burn on top of another burn... it really hurts!! There is a lot to do here in Florida but not enough time to do it in. I've totally spent too much money already and still have a few days to go.
Totally Confused!!! |
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| I HATE Flying!! |
[Mar. 14th, 2006|09:47 pm] |
I'm totally in Florida not so sure I like it though. I'm really burnt and have only been here for 2 days. I guess it's a lot more than I expected it to be which is awesome...so therefore I guess I like it. But I discovered I HATE flying!! The little plane from Halifax to Boston gave me the worst feeling in the world. I didn't mind the bigger plane from Boston to Florida as much but that one made me sick.. which is weird. I got to meet some of the PGA golfers (went to the practice round) which was awesome as well. I've been to Animal Kingdom and Downtown Disney and going to all of the parks before going home. I'm not looking forward to the flight home at all though.
So this would be me totally rambling! Can't wait to get home miss everyone!! |
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[Mar. 9th, 2006|02:51 pm] |
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I NEVER want to live through last night again!! I am leaving in less than 4 days and scared to death to go! I just hope last night "'memories'" go away very soon... I can't deal with it too much longer! |
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| I Give Up!!! |
[Feb. 27th, 2006|08:09 am] |
I'm sick of all this bullshit!!!
I give up on everything; family, friends, relationships, love... just everything!!
I'm a fucking failure... yeah that's right! |
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[Feb. 26th, 2006|04:48 pm] |
Today has totally sucked. It's 4:00pm and I'm still hungover. I have a ton of homework to do and not enough time to do it in.
I really hate when people lead you on and then eventually you figure it out and it was all for nothing. It really sucks. |
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